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its hard for me to express myself anymore.

its like, i really need someone to care for me,

tell me they love me.

i know i got friends, but ive never been someone who have actually been able to let people know my true feelings easily. sometimes i am not even sure of my own feeling.

What to do?

let myself just die of internal pain or something?

ive never been someone who actually attract attention to myself.

its not that i dislike attention,

but its just that i keep thinking to myself that,

the person staring at me bcos im fat,

ugly,

or maybe when im in a good mood then ,

that person thinks im pretty and stuff.

but this kind of emotional stress i keep giving myself isnt easy to handle you know?

people ask me to not keep to myself,

but i can speak up,

Im not some emo kid but im just aint that out going actually.

when you see me screaming really happily and stuff,

actually im crying really hard inside,

not a single person knows me inside out.

Well, unless that person reads this then . haha.

Someone changed my life. He would make me breakfast when I'm still asleep. He would hold my hands and dance with me. He would drive me somewhere and the both of us would be watching the stars. He stands out from the rest. He doesn't judge me by the way I talk, laugh, move or wear. He loves me just the way I am and I adore him for who he is.

if someone like that were to appear in my life, i wont ever let him go

hey peeps, my name is yuwan. currently 15 years old. studying at tanglin secondary school, was from raffles girls primary. i love Kpop and Most importantly SS501(esp kyujong)


family and friends are really important in my life, i may complain about them but deep down inside i love them :) also, i hate cockroaches and bitches.